07-10-2017, 09:57 PM
Well first off, welcome to the forums.
My humble opinion is that you need a big ol dose of forgiveness. Forgiveness of the self and other selves. Such a monumental achievement such as complete forgiveness is something truly to behold if done with your entire hearts intent.
Personally, I had a particular rough encounter with a loved one. She was the first I allowed into my heart after my world came crashing down after my ex wife and I split. I found out that this woman had been lying to me the entire time and had a boyfriend. I found this out during the height of my awakening. I was gobbling up the Law of One. Reading session after session day in and day out.
I was actually in her apartment while she was at work when this happened. When she confirmed, I blew up on her. Screaming at her telling her how could she do this considering the hell I had gone through with my ex wife.
After I hung up on her. I had this insatiable need to meditate. So I locked myself in her bathroom which was the darkest part of the apartment, sat on the floor and cleared my head. I begged for help in this moment. All of a sudden I had the urge to forgive. I said aloud, I forgive her, I forgive my ex wife, I forgive everyone, I forgive my father whom I've never even met, etc. I just started forgiving everyone and at the end i forgave myself.
What happened after that was nothing short of a miracle. I was on such a spiritual high that I can't even begin to describe it.
I think there are many aspects of your self and other selves to which you can forgive and also accept that which you cannot control. Other selves have their respective paths however misguided they may be. Coming to the realization that you cannot understand anything within this illusion will allow you to come to this understanding
My humble opinion is that you need a big ol dose of forgiveness. Forgiveness of the self and other selves. Such a monumental achievement such as complete forgiveness is something truly to behold if done with your entire hearts intent.
Personally, I had a particular rough encounter with a loved one. She was the first I allowed into my heart after my world came crashing down after my ex wife and I split. I found out that this woman had been lying to me the entire time and had a boyfriend. I found this out during the height of my awakening. I was gobbling up the Law of One. Reading session after session day in and day out.
I was actually in her apartment while she was at work when this happened. When she confirmed, I blew up on her. Screaming at her telling her how could she do this considering the hell I had gone through with my ex wife.
After I hung up on her. I had this insatiable need to meditate. So I locked myself in her bathroom which was the darkest part of the apartment, sat on the floor and cleared my head. I begged for help in this moment. All of a sudden I had the urge to forgive. I said aloud, I forgive her, I forgive my ex wife, I forgive everyone, I forgive my father whom I've never even met, etc. I just started forgiving everyone and at the end i forgave myself.
What happened after that was nothing short of a miracle. I was on such a spiritual high that I can't even begin to describe it.
I think there are many aspects of your self and other selves to which you can forgive and also accept that which you cannot control. Other selves have their respective paths however misguided they may be. Coming to the realization that you cannot understand anything within this illusion will allow you to come to this understanding
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