Giving up works but not the way one thinks I mean. I'll give you a personal example.
About 4 months post awakening, I had been living on my parents living room floor for about 9 months at that point after splitting from my ex wife. Child support and insurance for our daughter had rendered any attempt at independence impossible even though I had a full time xray job. Given the high rental rates in the central Florida area, I had pretty much resigned to the fact that I'd be living on their floor for quite some time. The reason I didn't have a bedroom was because my parents had remodeled their home which essentially turned what had been my bedroom into an opened foyer/storage area. So I slept on an air mattress.
Anyways, a part time xray position became available at a local hospital that I worked at while in xray school so I applied for it but got denied even an interview a day later. I tracked down the recruiter and asked what I could have done better in regards to my resume as I was devastated. She responded saying "There are so many applicants, they simply randomly pick people to interview not based upon their qualifications" I thanked her for her honesty and hung up.
During this point in my awakening, I was going full steam ahead. I was meditating once in the morning and once at night. Going to crazy depths, hearing things, appreciating everything. It was a grand time indeed. At this point, I was deep into conscious channelings pre Ra contact as I had already blasted through the Ra contact in weeks. A particular message came up about releasing all expectations and simply giving up. By giving up, I mean releasing all supposed control over a situation and to have total faith in ones path no matter how muddied it may seem.
So I sat meditating on this. I gave up. I simply handed over my control, my expectations, my desires, my dreams, and said what will be will be.
It was either that day or the next day I can't remember , I get a call from the director asking when I would like to come in for an interview. I was completely shocked and overwhelmed with joy. I couldn't believe what had just happened. Suffice it to say, I ended up getting the job which allowed me to move back out of my parents house and provide a home for myself and my daughter.
It's hard to do as it requires a complete shedding of ones ego. It requires one to truly give up. I consider it close to the initiation aspect inside the pyramid. You are giving up all of your self and giving it to the creator with the faith that ones path truly is for a reason and that reason shall come to fruition once one truly allows it with faith.
Edit: I had a feeling that I had posted on this when it all happened and I was correct. I had found this channeling then it was 3 days after that I had got the interview.
It's an absolutely wonderful channeling http://llresearch.org/transcripts/issues..._1011.aspx
Here's the entire thread which is quite fascinating to look back on and reevaluate my thinking process back then. It also reminded me how much I miss good ol zenmaster
https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=5381
About 4 months post awakening, I had been living on my parents living room floor for about 9 months at that point after splitting from my ex wife. Child support and insurance for our daughter had rendered any attempt at independence impossible even though I had a full time xray job. Given the high rental rates in the central Florida area, I had pretty much resigned to the fact that I'd be living on their floor for quite some time. The reason I didn't have a bedroom was because my parents had remodeled their home which essentially turned what had been my bedroom into an opened foyer/storage area. So I slept on an air mattress.
Anyways, a part time xray position became available at a local hospital that I worked at while in xray school so I applied for it but got denied even an interview a day later. I tracked down the recruiter and asked what I could have done better in regards to my resume as I was devastated. She responded saying "There are so many applicants, they simply randomly pick people to interview not based upon their qualifications" I thanked her for her honesty and hung up.
During this point in my awakening, I was going full steam ahead. I was meditating once in the morning and once at night. Going to crazy depths, hearing things, appreciating everything. It was a grand time indeed. At this point, I was deep into conscious channelings pre Ra contact as I had already blasted through the Ra contact in weeks. A particular message came up about releasing all expectations and simply giving up. By giving up, I mean releasing all supposed control over a situation and to have total faith in ones path no matter how muddied it may seem.
So I sat meditating on this. I gave up. I simply handed over my control, my expectations, my desires, my dreams, and said what will be will be.
It was either that day or the next day I can't remember , I get a call from the director asking when I would like to come in for an interview. I was completely shocked and overwhelmed with joy. I couldn't believe what had just happened. Suffice it to say, I ended up getting the job which allowed me to move back out of my parents house and provide a home for myself and my daughter.
It's hard to do as it requires a complete shedding of ones ego. It requires one to truly give up. I consider it close to the initiation aspect inside the pyramid. You are giving up all of your self and giving it to the creator with the faith that ones path truly is for a reason and that reason shall come to fruition once one truly allows it with faith.
Edit: I had a feeling that I had posted on this when it all happened and I was correct. I had found this channeling then it was 3 days after that I had got the interview.
It's an absolutely wonderful channeling http://llresearch.org/transcripts/issues..._1011.aspx
Here's the entire thread which is quite fascinating to look back on and reevaluate my thinking process back then. It also reminded me how much I miss good ol zenmaster
https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=5381
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