Your post is sobering, thank you for communicating.
I too am experiencing the healing occurring. The work itself is becoming more and more difficult, but my willingness and motivation is growing at an equal rate. (Really it's just, my focus is becoming deeper and therefore the internal obstacles uncovered reflect that.)
My thoughts have changed since I posted this. I still feel some certain anxiety for those who have not prepared in any way to face themselves. I feel moderately well prepared, and it is quite difficult at times.
Wait, Stop - I think I may be deluding myself. I am not worried about them. I am only hesitatingly grasping the baton of self-acceptance. That is why I experience anxiety. "Because the sage always confronts difficulties, He never experiences them."
Gotta keep myself honest here. In arising to awareness, the deeper parts of the Self can trigger equally deep-rooted reactions.
I too am experiencing the healing occurring. The work itself is becoming more and more difficult, but my willingness and motivation is growing at an equal rate. (Really it's just, my focus is becoming deeper and therefore the internal obstacles uncovered reflect that.)
My thoughts have changed since I posted this. I still feel some certain anxiety for those who have not prepared in any way to face themselves. I feel moderately well prepared, and it is quite difficult at times.
Wait, Stop - I think I may be deluding myself. I am not worried about them. I am only hesitatingly grasping the baton of self-acceptance. That is why I experience anxiety. "Because the sage always confronts difficulties, He never experiences them."
Gotta keep myself honest here. In arising to awareness, the deeper parts of the Self can trigger equally deep-rooted reactions.