Balancing Grounding with Seeking

[Aaron]

But because of Unity, our energy activities being growing on their own as creation seeks to expand itself.

Could you clarify this sentence? I can't grasp it.

I have a lot more confidence now in 3rd. I am better able to see patterns. I don't fall so much into the
story, which is distraction. My actions now I know how they cause distortions, so I seek to
eat, move, think, in ways that minimize distortions.

So what you're saying is, your incredible journey helped lessen the illusion's overall grasp on your life? I can relate to you about confidence raising! A huge portion of my self-confidence comes from the I AM presence.

The story itself I see as necessary. Necessary for souls to develop through third density, even us who are probably wanderers. Falling into the story, however, is distraction, but distraction from what? For me, if I fell into the story, it would be a distraction from being able to keep an open heart, sending love out to where it is needed and teach/learning with radiancy of being.

I don't think it's possible while here in third density to see the distortions that ripple out from our every thought and action. (nor am I saying that you're saying it's possible lol) Keeping that in mind, I would put the minimization of distortions as a low-level priority in this life mission where the goal is to learn to love while in distortion and make a whole lot of mistakes while you're at it. One thing I've discovered over the past three days is that holding yourself to a standard is a surefire way to make sure you're always disappointed in yourself. Thinking, "ok I'm gonna reach this or that level of consciousness" or "I'm going to radiate this kind of energy all day" just blocks your own path. I think that might be applicable to trying to move through life in a way that minimizes distortion. You may be setting yourself up to fail.

Meaning comes from letting the language flow, and then basking in the outcome.
I also daily ask the field "how can things get even better?" and the Universe continues to surprise me.

Your shaping light analogy is dead on. It didn't click like that before. There is a limit to how much light
I can shape, and it falls into the mystery-clad beingness of the universe. I set my intention and let
the Universe work.

That is profound.

Ultimately the commands aren't necessary, but for me they demonstrate structure in the field that I need.
By speaking, I make my intent clear. But everyone experiences the field differently. It's my song to the Universe.
Because of Unity the field and creation grew so quickly that verbal commands were needed.
If I didn't use commands, my other option was to channel the energies through myself, which isn't always good.
At the peak of my experience, my body contorted and I screamed out. I also experienced adoration of Creation.

I think I understand a little bit better now. Can you explain what you mean when you talk of Unity? What is that concept and how does it affect your work? Why is channeling the energies that forgo the use of verbal commands not always good? I wonder if this kind of work is taking a toll on your physical body. Which brings me to...

During my experience, my grounding was with humility and individualizing myself.
I don't use the indiviuduaize me unless it's urgent, like growing out of control.
I find it can burn bridges that are difficult to return to. You're separating yourself.
Now, I go outside and walk barefoot in the grass, or lie on the ground.
When I wake up from sleep, I'm well grounded.

Walking barefoot in the grass I think is an excellent idea. Too cold for that here now though lol. I would suggest this grounding meditation practice: Find a place outside or in front of a window (if it's cold!) to sit and connect with nature. I would also consider it a possibility to hold a rock or flower while I do this. Then just tune into the energy of the earth, being entirely receptive and in no way hasty. Realize that the earth is so much bigger than you, and nourishes you, and keeps you alive, and just sink and relax into its care, listening for what it has to say. Spend just a short moment in a timeless state of connected and humble communication with the planet that your body will someday go back into. It's incredibly healing. The planet loves us so much, it would heal all of our hurts in an instant if we gave ourselves full permission. At this point when you're silent and connected, it's a great time to ask your higher self if you're treading the most helpful path, and what you can do to improve. The answer will come through Gaia.

Glad to hear you're sleeping well! Take care.