Help...

[Coordinate_Apotheosis]

Heh!  If I could afford to renovate one of those places I'd jump on that offer!

Sadly I do not have a passport, and lack money to get one or a plane ticket to Italy.

...But I have a friend who I'm going to pass this on to, it's her dream to live in Italy.

As for languages, no...  I wish I was bilingual, I intend to eventually learn Spanish, French, and Italian, probably in that order, and maybe Portuguese if it overlaps with Spanish enough.  I keep telling myself I want to learn Latin, but I'm not sure if it'd be worth it, but to be fair Latin is pretty awesome.  I figure Spanish and Italian are already somewhat similar in a few ways along with Portuguese.

...I'll probably just stick to those first three.  Spanish because I live in Amerxico...  French because it sounds beautiful, and Italian because I just want to know it.  Gratzi mi amor for asking though.

Started a short regiment of detoxing with some spring water infused with lemon, lime, and cucumber, courtesy of Earth_Spirit, to help get the weed out of my system a bit faster so I'm not so anxious doing a drug test for a bigger department stores.

Muddling through...  I have a hard time doing so...So I might come back here occasionally crying all pathetic like looking for more encouragement to not give up.

I have to admit, doing things alone is exponentially harder for me than if I had someone to turn around to and talk with about the experience, even if just to vent..  The idea of being alone my whole life is kind of crippling, so I really need to stay away from those thoughts.