Help...

[Coordinate_Apotheosis]

I can do it, just need to stop being scared and making excuses and hiding behind my issues and philosophies.

I'm aware I have potential, it's like this little ember in the back of my mind reminding me that I have something that can start wildfires of value in my life, I just need to stop trying to put it out and give it some air.

I don't understand how you all can just suck it up and muddle through, guess it's just something I need to learnt to do on my own.

I highly doubt I'll ever own my own business anywhere anyhow anyway unless it's off the books and under the radar, I mean I really want to start up a hookah bar one day, but I doubt I'll ever be able to between the debt and economy.  I'd be content to just be a programmer, writer, graphic artist, and a spiritualist.

Just need to do it, huh.