Help...

[Jade]

I'm just going to lightly echo Glow's sentiment here, about having to work jobs that suck sometimes... obviously it's not ideal, but if the alternative is being beholden to your mother for everything... well... I've had multiple jobs where I also would vomit/cry almost every single day... I had an ulcer when I was 23... But you know what? It was still preferable to living with either of my parents.

Don't feel bad asking for help. Seriously. The Law of One literally says that an entity must ask for help, otherwise you are infringing by offering. So asking for help gives us all a good opportunity to serve you. Thank you.

Also I'm going to reiterate the idea about the debit card, I'm not sure what the drawbacks would be except maybe a monthly fee. It could be loaded at a distance by anyone and many will let you use them at ATMs to withdrawal cash even.