04-17-2009, 08:02 AM
You have told a very touching story. I have known that sadness and loneliness you describe. I've found that it is good to reach out and share that with others who may understand - to bathe in their compassion and then turn yourself to whatever glimmer of Light you can sense within it. You can, in time, become more and more sensitive and aware of that Light, and though you may forever be a Brother or Sister in Sorrow, that illumination can reveal that there is Beauty in that - Beauty and Truth.
Namaste,
Bonnie
Namaste,
Bonnie