Freaky stuff happening at my house....

[kristy1111]

Unpleasant experience.
I wonder how much you are using your gifts? You talk about being able to see spirits, I wonder if this is being used in service to others.

I don't see spirits very often - it always scares me because they just show up instantly and make me jump out of my skin. I'm not sure how I would use this gift to serve others. Back in 1992, my brother was found dead in Nevada. He was only 29 years old. He didn't know he had died (and he FEARED death). He came to me a month later and he was crying and scared. He took me to the place he was found dead, and I had to explain to him that he had died (he was VERY upset and in denial). I told him all about his funeral and burial. I told him he needed to go to the light (which appeared behind him). I explained to him that I'd always be here for him and wanted him to visit as often as he could. He finally left me after we embraced each other for a long time (both of us crying). He visited me several times after that and twice I got to go visit the place that he was at, doing some learning.

Since that time, I have had dreams that told me that my eight year old girl (who is special needs with Sotos Syndrome) is my brother, reincarnated. That would be SO cool if it were true. I get the feeling that he is back to work through some issues between us that weren't addressed when he was here as my brother. But anyway, that is one way I thought of that I used my gift - I helped my brother cross over instead of wandering around scared and wondering what was happening to him.

The cool thing is, I have physical evidence that all of this really took place. A friend of mine told me she was going to be in Nevada in the town that my brother was found dead. I told her about his death and the experience I had with him. I described in detail the motel that he was found in, and the room, etc. I asked her to photograph it and she did. It was the same exact place my brother had taken me to! I had intense goose bumps. I drove to Nevada and went into the room (the management let me in) that he died in, and it was the very room - a suite with a little kitchenette. So freaky but neat, too. I just sat on the bed, right where they found him, and cried....and had a panic attack.

I think magick is very, very powerful. Especially white magick like that suggested.

I have GOT to get over my fear of this...I think it could/would be very powerful, too. I believe that it is. I have to let go of the conditioning that's been crammed down my throat that it's "evil" and "of the devil". I don't even believe in a devil anymore. Strange how those old fears are hard to wash out sometimes! I see shows where people use ouji boards or do magick, and they end up (supposedly) bringing in some very dark energies and spirits ....like opening up "portals" and such. And this scares me.
OMG...I'm right in the Bible belt...I can just imagine my neighbors getting wind of all of this. Can you imagine?? hahaha!! I wonder what they think when they see me walking around my house with a wand of burning sage...haha.

So, the way it works, is that a negative entity uses energy to create fear, and is dependent on a fear response back. Love and warmth to them is as if some sort of acid. I don't know if that's a good metaphor, but you know.

What kind of energy do they use to create the fear?

Thank you!!

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Here in Sweden i know of many mediums who work with these problems.
Try to find someone, there must be mediums working with this somewhere where you live too.

I have tons of Swedish blood in me! My maiden name was Malmstrom.

Sheesh, you'd think with all the times I've seen, felt, or heard ghosts, that I'd be able to ask them to leave myself. ;o)

My kids have all picked up on this gift. When my son was about 14, he kept hearing people talking or whispering and it used to scare him really bad. One day they were talking quite a bit, and he finally got up his nerve and said (loudly), "Who ARE you??" There was a silent pause, and then he heard a man whisper, "He can HEAR us!!" When he told me that story, I was covered with goose bumps.... ;o)