Freaky stuff happening at my house....

[kristy1111]

I would send you a couple of small reminders. These beings or things or ghosts or spirits or whatever you want to call them absolutely cannot do you or anyone else any physical harm at all. It's not possible because they're not physical.

Whew! That's good news...I wondered about it. However, I have seen a lot of documentaries about ghosts that were 'mean'. People would end up with big scratch marks on them, or bruises. In one, you could actually see the scratch marks appearing in real time. So how would explain incidents like that? Also, I've known of people who have felt unseen hands push them down, or push them down stairs, etc. I've also known of people who have been punched, etc. Any comments on this type of thing?

I believe that "negative greeting" as Ra terms it, or "psychic attack" as it's called by us, is always a possibility.

What is 'negative greeting' and 'psychic attack'?

But I believe only stronger, stand-alone negative entities do that, and these "ghosts" that you're talking about here are probably tethered to the negative energy well that is the house.

I feel really sorry for this poor house. It has been abused for so many years (apparently it was built in the 1800's). And I especially feel bad that it had to be inhabited by the mean woman that lived here for 15 years before us, soaking up all her wicked mean-spirited energy and negativity. I had one dear friend suggest that this home called to us from all the way across the country (we used to live in Utah and came to Kentucky) to fill the home with love. When my friend said that, I broke out into a loud sob. I felt great love and compassion for the house.

But putting all that aside, we are not happy here.

Like all dark entities, they're trying to get you to give permission, consciously or subconsciously, to enter into an agreement of destruction, chaos, and fear with them. Without your express permission, they can't do diddly squat except continue to relentlessly give you gifts of catalyst to balance.

This scares me because I have serious health issues, one of them with my adrenal glands. I can't take the stress of all of this - it is overwhelming to me. And it's very dark in this house (literally) and the lack of light (in both senses) is really bad for the depression that comes with my health issue. Once the health issues are fixed (which will take at least six months) the depression should go away, but the darkness right now is unbearable.

Speaking of agreements of destruction, is appears as if the woman that lived here MADE that agreement. I have never met anybody in my life that was so *purposely* wicked and mean.

Don't you think also that a goal of them would be to get you to move away so they could terrorize someone who's not aware of the light, like you are? Also, that would probably result in a net loss for you financially, and thus cause you and your family more yummy distress and discord for them to feast on in time/space.

Actually, we couldn't/wouldn't move until we sold this place (and also 7.5 acres that we own down the road), then we'd use that money to either buy a different (built) home or build one of our own. So financially it wouldn't be hard at all - but with the housing market the way it is, it could take some time.

If I were you, I would think about using this time to get in touch with my higher self. There is no place in your life so dark that you can't receive guidance from your higher self. And that guidance will ALWAYS point you in the right direction.

I have been trying for many years to get in touch with my higher self and doing it in various ways: meditation, prayer, study, etc. Seems that no matter what I do, I can't hear anything or see anything. Once in awhile I see or hear something (like see a road sign or a show) that seems to be a hint or even part of an answer, etc. But I have a very difficult time figuring it all out. I know so many people who actually claim to have conversations with their 'guides', and they have visions and they astral travel, etc. I feel actually jealousy and envy - why do they have it SO easy and I beg and plead and try so hard...and even if I relax and be calm...I can't seem to "get in touch". So many say "ask and it shall be given", etc. But I can't seem to do it. This makes me feel unworthy (conditioning from organized religion). I feel I have so much to offer the world, but I need guidance that I can recognize. I'm so tired of guessing, and messing things up.

Thank you for your love and kindness!

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[[are you seeing]] brighter light, pure color stuff ?

Well, I would see brighter light here and there in the hallway, and kind of an aura around the ceiling fan/light. Then I saw an olive green "cloud" or misty thing, that seemed to have light in it, and it had a light brown outline, and a brownish colored nucleus.

what did seeing them feel like. 'sharp' ?

I didn't notice "sharp" or soft, but it was more like "Whoooooah, check that out! What's all this about?" I do remember feeling over and over again that there were some sort of E.T.'s in the house. Don't know if it was because I was very sleepy and half out of it, though.

Thank you!

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If I were you, I would be practicing the Lesser Bannishing Ritual of the Pentagram, followed by the Rose Cross Ritual, Twice daily. Once in the morning and once at night. As well I would be hanging cut garlic all over the place.
I think that if you do these things, you will create an enviorment that will not suit the entity(s) that are currently hanging about.

Why is it that we need to do physical things, like those rituals, and carry daggers around, etc., to banish spirits? It seems strange to me. I mean, how does stuff like that really work? and the garlic? A physical thing - a stinky herb...how does it tie into getting rid of negative energies? Also, where would one get an iron dagger to carry out that ritual?

The Rose Cross ritual works with Christ energy. Very beautiful and pinkish sort of energy if that makes any sense.

Years ago, I used to see a very light pink "cloud" or misty thing floating towards me on occasion and never could figure out what it was. It was about six feel long from side to side, and maybe three feet high and was usually near the ceiling and floating towards me. I wonder if this was Christ energy?

I wish you all the light and love you need to deal with this! Keep us posted. Here are some links to learn the rituals.

http://www.hermetics.org/Rose-Cross.htm
http://www.kheper.net/topics/Hermeticism/LBR.htm

Thank you for taking the time to help me!

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If it was me, I don't think I could stay there. From what you've described, it seems that these entities or thought forms have more of an attachment to the location than to you and your family members personally...the fact that the major reactions started when you began making significant changes to the home is a key sign of this. I have things that follow me around wherever I go, but not that level of intensity. I don't think I could handle living in a place with that much condensed negative energy. If it was me I would just get out of there, though it seems this would make things financially difficult for you.

Well, we'd want to sell this place first before moving....UNLESS: My husband could find a job. We were supposed to retire here (early) so he quit his good job in Utah. Unfortunately, we had to spend tons of our savings to rebuild this place. But if he can find a good job again, then we can move into an apartment somewhere while this house is up for sale. I would LOVE to be able to get out of here.

Thanks for your love and prayers...I appreciate them more than you can know!

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Kristy, now is the time to collect yourself and follow your heart. Make whatever choice feels right. I would suggest that you do not take any actions based on fear, instead let the love you have for yourself and your family members guide you. If you choose to cleanse the dwelling, I think there is a thread on here called 'cleansing a dwelling.' (I would provide a link if I wasn't on a cell phone browser) It sounds like your dwelling is in need of lots of love to balance out the negative attributes.

That's one of the things that freaks me out about this place....we have done tons of smudging, praying, Native American pipe ceremonies of cleansing, and brought a lot of love (we are a loving couple/family). But it only stays away a short time and then comes back with a vengeance. So it makes me scares/wary of doing more cleansing. And I also feel unworthy (like I said before, a conditioning of organized religion. I have thoughts like "how come it works for other people but I suck at it?")

Thanks!!