(11-12-2010, 01:48 PM)ahktu Wrote: The raven is my shadow totem. Ravens tend to scare me...it feels like they are looking straight through my soul. However, working with raven energy has allowed me to accept this totem and in turn accept part of myself, allowing me to call upon it for power. I think it symbolizes my fear of people seeing me for what I am and not accepting me...the fear that my best is not good enough. By staring into the raven's eyes with confidence, I am healing that issue.
I've seen some weird stars for a while now
I have no idea what it means, though.
The raven totem explanation is very nice.
A couple of years ago I too faced the symbol which gave me the greatest fear. I watched others as it preached and turned people into followers with just its words and a look into its eyes. Unbelievable power! I, of course, refused to look into its eyes.
After the entire group had been converted it approached me.
It looked straight into my eyes and asked; "I do not phase you?" Upon looking into its eyes and feeling its presence and power, I said; "No, you do not." It smiled, nodded in understanding, and went on its way.
Later, I was out with one of its new followers, and we ran into one of its entities. It attempted to attack us. My friend pulled something out of his pocket and it deflected the attack. I wondered for quite a while what that item was. I now have one.
This all occurred in one of the dreams I'll never forget. It was a test. The further we evolve the more we are tested. As Ra stated; "Wisdom comes with an increasing responsibility, honor/duty." We must pass the test to evolve further.