(05-06-2017, 05:55 PM)sjel Wrote: This right here. You want to be unhappy, so you choose to perceive the lizards/government/astral negative entities as being the source of it. They are happy to provide such an experience for you.
Everything that you are experiencing at this exact moment, you infinitely want to experience it at every level of your being. So examine why you want this moment to be this way rather than wonder why it's not a different way. If you search deep enough you'll find the belief system that is creating this moment to be the way that it is, and from there you can choose to continue with that belief system or dissolve it by accepting it and moving on.
I've been doing this lately and it's moved me from feeling confined and victimized to feeling more like a confused creator of my environment. Confused because sometimes I can't seem to find the reason why I'm choosing this moment. Creator because by now I recognize that I am the sole source of my environment.
I don't "want" to be unhappy, or at least, not like this, not in this way... I want to be empowered, to progress.
The 4th density STs/lizards/whatever asked me whether or not I wanted certain experiences, I clearly said "no", and they tried to manifest them anyways, and then tried to imitate my vibrations and send messages to people saying insane things and/or implanting information in the ether about things that I didn't do.
If there is some sort of regulatory system on this, it's being skirted by people who know how to avoid being detected. As Ra once stated, it's harder to hide your true vibration in 4th desnity... "Harder", not impossible.
If not, maybe all I need to do is defend myself... I can't take it anymore.
If it's just a matter of my deepest levels of consciousness needing a tune-up, that's probably true, but things outside of my ego are trying to attack me, and are using their authoritative systems against me, so...
(05-06-2017, 11:58 AM)Diana Wrote: I prefer Brian Greene (The Elegant Universe), David Bohm (Wholeness and the Implicate Order), Rudy Rucker (The Fourth Dimension), Fred Alan Wolf (Parallel Universes), and Michael Talbot (The Holographic Universe). I find Feynman too uninspiring.
Thanks.
"Uninspiring" is exactly the vibe I get from most sources recommending Feynman, but so many recommend Feynman that I want to get to it sooner or later. But I've got some math to learn, along with physics and chemistry.
Meyl would be the best authority on the subject, from what I've heard, but I want to read as much as possible from every viewpoint possible.
mfw I actually wish I'd payed attention in high school instead of smoking pot and skipping class constantly. The high school stuff (geometry, trig, physics, linear algebra, general chemistry) won't take more than a month or three at the rate I'm working, but damn do I wanna get to the good stuff.