(05-05-2017, 05:53 PM)Mahakali Wrote:(05-04-2017, 10:40 PM)Coordinate_Apotheosis Wrote: Have you ever thought of just letting go of caring about such things?
Why would I wanna do that, though? This is what's really important, and until I manage to transcend and access intelligent infinity, I can't be happy. The damn lizards have made it clear that they never plan to let me be happy, so what choice do I have but to fight them?
This right here. You want to be unhappy, so you choose to perceive the lizards/government/astral negative entities as being the source of it. They are happy to provide such an experience for you.
Everything that you are experiencing at this exact moment, you infinitely want to experience it at every level of your being. So examine why you want this moment to be this way rather than wonder why it's not a different way. If you search deep enough you'll find the belief system that is creating this moment to be the way that it is, and from there you can choose to continue with that belief system or dissolve it by accepting it and moving on.
I've been doing this lately and it's moved me from feeling confined and victimized to feeling more like a confused creator of my environment. Confused because sometimes I can't seem to find the reason why I'm choosing this moment. Creator because by now I recognize that I am the sole source of my environment.