Fucking universe creation and the limitations therein, how does that work?

[Mahakali]

Have you ever thought of just letting go of caring about such things?

Why would I wanna do that, though? This is what's really important, and until I manage to transcend and access intelligent infinity, I can't be happy. The damn lizards have made it clear that they never plan to let me be happy, so what choice do I have but to fight them?

Like you have such an incredibly beautiful and vivid mind, why do you use it to think about these painful things?

I barely understand the concept of something not being painful, and I don't really feel pain consciously anymore.

I think about these things because I will solve them. There is a way to solve them. I will find it. there is no other point to life.

You should write a book

I really should, but not until my cognitive faculties return and I'm in full control of my mind, body, and soul. I'm a perfectionist, and I'm not interested in writing a half-assed book that I know could have been done better if I'd focused on spiritual evolution first.

Why not just say, FUUUUCK THIIIIS, let it go, and just try to enjoy yoursel while looking into these things?

There's very little in the world at this point that would allow me to "enjoy myself". This is as close as it gets, at least until I break through these barriers.

If I want to "enjoy" anything, I have to do this first.

Also because my karma is extremely negative, and I need to learn how to fix it myself, because I don't think anybody else is going to.

The desire for domination, evolution, power, creativity.

Anyways, what use is a beautiful mind if it's not being put to its ultimate use?

There's no special trick,

There are a lot of special tricks. The use of electricity in the body to manifest objects and manipulate energy outside of the body, that is the goal. There are specific mathematical models and spiritual techniques as well as sciences of the energy body and CNS and horomones designed to do this.

Nobody will hand me the knowledge, and many seem to be actively against my having it, so I'll reinvent the wheel, or parts of it, if I have to, and maybe even discover some new things along the way.
I'm just trying to figure out where to start looking.

Everything is intelligent energy. It all starts with learning to communicate with it.

Well... yes. But where do we go from there?

You have to consider 3D, and the Principle of Least Action and Conservation of Energy. 

Evolutionarily speaking, and in the older parts of our brains, humans are programmed with survival instinct. In the 2D animal kingdom, energy must be conserved for fight or flight response. Things such as not liking change; laziness; only doing what's required at a job; lack of motivation, etc. may be traced back to this instinct for conservation of energy. When incarnating into a human body with DNA, this instinct comes with it. It's yet another challenge of 3D.

The constructs of 3D and the mass consciousness here are difficult to resist the pull of, but it's not impossible.

The principle of least action – or, more accurately, the principle of stationary action – is a variational principle that, when applied to the action of a mechanical system, can be used to obtain the equations of motion for that system. In relativity, a different action must be minimized or maximized. The principle can be used to derive Newtonian, Lagrangian and Hamiltonian equations of motion, and even general relativity (see Einstein–Hilbert action). The physicist Richard Feynman demonstrated how this principle can also be used in quantum calculations.[1] It was historically called "least" because its solution requires finding the path that has the least value.[2] Its classical mechanics and electromagnetic expressions are a consequence of quantum mechanics, but the stationary action method helped in the development of quantum mechanics.[3]


The principle remains central in modern physics and mathematics, being applied in thermodynamics,[4] fluid mechanics,[5] the theory of relativity, quantum mechanics,[6] particle physics, and string theory[7] and is a focus of modern mathematical investigation in Morse theory. Maupertuis' principle and Hamilton's principle exemplify the principle of stationary action.

The action principle is preceded by earlier ideas in optics. In ancient Greece, Euclid wrote in his Catoptrica that, for the path of light reflecting from a mirror, the angle of incidence equals the angle of reflection.[citation needed] Hero of Alexandria later showed that this path was the shortest length and least time.

 

Forgive my density (pun intended), but what was the point of that quote? That, metaphysically, the shortest distance between two energetic points creates manifestation?

Dammit, I really need to level up my math skills so I can read Feynman.

The DNA bit was insightful and informative, though; thank you for that. I really need to learn to read genetic sequences etherically; I've seen enough genetic magick that I kinda know what it feels like when something on that level of vibrations is being altered, but I don't know how to read it well enough to make intelligent changes on my own except those I already have recorded in my etheric body. It's very complex.