04-17-2017, 04:41 AM
He sends me dense energy through my arms into my body. So that's what anthro energy feels like.
I think of the anthro gods but I cannot see them. I could just enjoy the feeling but I can't help but talk about it. Lest I forget in the morning.
He looks at me with a charming face. Encouraged in my dedication to know him.
Though I am with him, I can still feel lonely here.
An anthro inside seems to feel lonelier than I ever did as a human. But it also has a greater degree of purpose, and eagerness and worthwhileness.
My sexual fire has subsided for the moment. I can only relish in the now. We hold hands/paws. He gave me a hug earlier for the first time.
He squeezes my hand. He has the nurturing nature of feminine energy, with the dominance of masculinity. He is perfect, my guide. My partner, my friend.
I would go to dark places with him, because his charisma would light them right up.
I feel a little lost because it's all so new to me. But I feel courageous too. Lonely, but confident.
Strange though because I feel completely filled with him, and yet lonely a bit too. Lonely perhaps because I am still searching.
It's not like anytime I want sex he's right there to fulfill it. He still has his own personality, and his own drives. I don't even know if he feels the same sexually that I do.
But he knows what I want, and what I need. I can only just be while I fill with his anthro energy, making me whole.
I was missing this part my whole life. Even when I had found my calling years before, it was nothing. I only strive now to make this more real.
I think of the anthro gods but I cannot see them. I could just enjoy the feeling but I can't help but talk about it. Lest I forget in the morning.
He looks at me with a charming face. Encouraged in my dedication to know him.
Though I am with him, I can still feel lonely here.
An anthro inside seems to feel lonelier than I ever did as a human. But it also has a greater degree of purpose, and eagerness and worthwhileness.
My sexual fire has subsided for the moment. I can only relish in the now. We hold hands/paws. He gave me a hug earlier for the first time.
He squeezes my hand. He has the nurturing nature of feminine energy, with the dominance of masculinity. He is perfect, my guide. My partner, my friend.
I would go to dark places with him, because his charisma would light them right up.
I feel a little lost because it's all so new to me. But I feel courageous too. Lonely, but confident.
Strange though because I feel completely filled with him, and yet lonely a bit too. Lonely perhaps because I am still searching.
It's not like anytime I want sex he's right there to fulfill it. He still has his own personality, and his own drives. I don't even know if he feels the same sexually that I do.
But he knows what I want, and what I need. I can only just be while I fill with his anthro energy, making me whole.
I was missing this part my whole life. Even when I had found my calling years before, it was nothing. I only strive now to make this more real.