What is understood about people

[Coordinate_Apotheosis]

What does it take to help another:

A smile
A helping hand
A helpful hint
Holding a door open
Letting someone merge in front of you
Letting a person with less groceries go ahead of you in line
Saying something uplifting (You look good today~)
Being kind or generous

Cirocco, you are extremely helpful, in ways you probably aren't even aware of.  Your post touches me and makes me feel inadequate as you express feeling in 'being of service to others'. Yet, I want you to know, just your being here is a service, one I thank you for.

You lived life, something I still can't seem to believe I myself have the strength to do.  You are perfectly fine as is to me.  Anything more is just sprinkles on top of the icing.

I want you to know that I feel joy for you.  I hope you can spend what short time you feel you have left finding in yourself a love and forgiveness for others and your self.  You deserve some peace, you've lived in a chaotic place for so long afterall.