03-30-2017, 02:58 PM
Ah, missed a post.
I'll think about your reiki offer, as I am now though, I just gotta...
Ah... I don't how to explain this, I just need to get into a good mood, and ride that happy feeling like a wave, and just, you know, be happy, AND THEN approach some things in a meditation so I'm not as predisposed to be so negative and closed and get attached or sidetracked in anything.
I just need to not be so stagnant. Get out more. I should go see how the pricky pear fruit cacti in my neighborhood are coming along. See if anyone has left anything out front like, big garbage bags of sticks from a cut down tree, or something. I've found a lot scavenging my neighborhood in the past. Just running a route of a walk and checking all of the streets every night around 2:45am. Keep an eye on everyone's fruit trees, there's a pomegranate one a couple blocks down from me. And apparently a lemon one very far away, orange and grapefruit trees here and there. Then there's the pricky pears when they're in season. I don't think there are any other fruits in my neighborhood, though I've only stuck to the...Poorer side.
Pricky pears, why nature, just why. Such deliciousness hidden inside such cruel pointy painful penetrating lessons. Even the seeds are edible, so why is it covered in the most horrible teeny-tiny little freakin spines?>! I end up bringing my backpack with two grocery bags and a pair of tongs to harvest them around my neighborhood. Actually, I don't even know if it's legal to harvest fruit from a cactus on public or private property. And at 3am, probably looks suspicious lol.
...Oh, paranoia, what can anyone share with me about paranoia? What's up with that?
I'll think about your reiki offer, as I am now though, I just gotta...
Ah... I don't how to explain this, I just need to get into a good mood, and ride that happy feeling like a wave, and just, you know, be happy, AND THEN approach some things in a meditation so I'm not as predisposed to be so negative and closed and get attached or sidetracked in anything.
I just need to not be so stagnant. Get out more. I should go see how the pricky pear fruit cacti in my neighborhood are coming along. See if anyone has left anything out front like, big garbage bags of sticks from a cut down tree, or something. I've found a lot scavenging my neighborhood in the past. Just running a route of a walk and checking all of the streets every night around 2:45am. Keep an eye on everyone's fruit trees, there's a pomegranate one a couple blocks down from me. And apparently a lemon one very far away, orange and grapefruit trees here and there. Then there's the pricky pears when they're in season. I don't think there are any other fruits in my neighborhood, though I've only stuck to the...Poorer side.
Pricky pears, why nature, just why. Such deliciousness hidden inside such cruel pointy painful penetrating lessons. Even the seeds are edible, so why is it covered in the most horrible teeny-tiny little freakin spines?>! I end up bringing my backpack with two grocery bags and a pair of tongs to harvest them around my neighborhood. Actually, I don't even know if it's legal to harvest fruit from a cactus on public or private property. And at 3am, probably looks suspicious lol.
...Oh, paranoia, what can anyone share with me about paranoia? What's up with that?