03-09-2017, 11:05 AM
Thanks, I really appreciate the support, and you sharing your experience. This happened with me over the course of 15 years that I went into denial. Its only the past 6 months that I became negative. This downfall and mistakes has wiped out unacknowledged STS tendencies in me. Repressing emotions is how all this happened. At least I can dedicate the rest of my life to loving kindness and these mistakes have given me wisdom that I can share with others.