03-08-2017, 09:13 PM
I don't want to be a guide just to not have to come back. I don't think that would be a good heart.
But I am sometimes selective in who I feel love for.
And I can't say if I show unconditional love, though I have been loving to some who disrespected me.
Of course I'm like everyone in that we have things we regret about what we did when we were younger.
So I'll be a guide if I feel the calling to sacrifice in that manner. I'll be a teacher if I feel like that. Or even a healer.
Or a creator of entertainment.
But these are things for the afterlife. I probably should only be concerned with the here and now. What's going on physically and maybe spiritually too with me.
But I am sometimes selective in who I feel love for.
And I can't say if I show unconditional love, though I have been loving to some who disrespected me.
Of course I'm like everyone in that we have things we regret about what we did when we were younger.
So I'll be a guide if I feel the calling to sacrifice in that manner. I'll be a teacher if I feel like that. Or even a healer.
Or a creator of entertainment.
But these are things for the afterlife. I probably should only be concerned with the here and now. What's going on physically and maybe spiritually too with me.