My Purpose of Love/Light

[AnthroHeart]

I found that when I ask Ra to send me love/light into my heart, I actually have to steer their energy into my chakra. It touches my field, but I mentally have to focus and push it into there. I ask Ra for this because my heart chakra and solar plexus chakra both feel uneasy/weak a lot of the time. I need the healing. It feels really good to  bathe in their light.

Sometimes it actually makes my body feel warm. Sometimes there's some vibrations in my body.

My field feels very smooth and not too distorted now. But when something troubles me, I am easily swayed. And I have to rebuild my field. I'd prefer to be in their love/light all the time if I could. It satisfies me more than anthros ever did. There's no real warm fuzzies, but it is warm.

Edit: Since I just started directing the energy, it starts to build, and then it takes on a life of its own. It becomes automatic.