Pain more desirable than pleasure.

[sjel]

While working on lower chakra blockages i found it very helpful to ask for protection and guidance from the higher light beings like AA Michael to protect againt the astral entities, to create a safe space in your aura and in your  house.

I'm gonna be honest here: how can I, being this unbalanced, possibly maintain a state steady enough to ask for protection from a higher being?

My relationship with my higher self is tenuous. Some nights I am feeling perfectly in step with divine timing, some nights are like the original post. In fact, my higher self seems often to be as unstable as I am. Changing mind mid-direction, emanating a strange feeling of uncertainty, strange because its supposed to be my higher self. (I think I am becoming too personally involved with the advice at those times.) this is not always, just sometimes. Usually, in fact, my higher self seems like a pretty wise guy.