02-24-2017, 04:38 AM
False. Look at how quickly I can change. Instantly a new person. I am the same fellow you have come to know. No i am not i am pain. I can't believe I have tried to maintain the same vein of inane shame. hopefully i will not respond with hatred, i seem to be attempting to hate myself to the fullest in order to understand what hatred is.
i do not understand hatred, therefore i must hate myself and know what it is to hate. is this not what Ra said regarding those desires which are not consonant with the Law of One? perform that which i desire to perform on others on myself. therefore i let no one see my hatred of them and instead reflect it inwardly into myself, shutting myself down into hatred itself. i must see the hatred in its confining glory, stifling beauty. hate
hate
i do not understand hatred, therefore i must hate myself and know what it is to hate. is this not what Ra said regarding those desires which are not consonant with the Law of One? perform that which i desire to perform on others on myself. therefore i let no one see my hatred of them and instead reflect it inwardly into myself, shutting myself down into hatred itself. i must see the hatred in its confining glory, stifling beauty. hate
hate