Determining where I come from

[Nau7ik]

Thank you Nia! That was exactly the channeling I was referring to! You guys are wonderful

I've always felt deep down, even when I was young, I knew this without words, that I'm here for spiritual work. I'm hesitant about the 4D possibility because I seek to balance love and wisdom. Balance is so natural for me and I find that balance is the key to many things. The past year and a half, I've been focused on wisdom and discernment. One of my life lessons is in the relationship I have with my father. I believe this lesson calls for a more refined balance of love and wisdom. (I'm still working on it.)

I love this planet, I think it's stunningly beautiful and glorious. The beauty of Gaia escapes words. But I also feel like I'm ready to go. That these are not my people. I love them, but I've never felt at home with my fellow humans. Always felt like the outsider looking in and never really fitting in (and yes I tried very hard when I was a teen).

In short I definitely feel that I'm a wanderer, and I'm thinking that 6D is most resonant.

I only question that because the description of 4D wanderers also applies. I've always had a disdain for authority figures/leaders, and religion. I could never put into words as a child, but I thought that these adults don't know what they're talking about. This kind of attitude lead me to seek answers for myself and that has worked out wonderfully!