When does choosing love at every instant become easy and obvious?

[Agua del Cielo]

To add further:

Now that i realized this, questions arise in me

Can i accept having been unconscious and unloving?
Can i forgive myself?
Can i love myself, being a flawed human being struggling on its path?
Can i respond in love now?
If not, what else is there?

I realize, when i come to a point of accepting myself as a normal human being that makes mistakes, i can open up to you also being the same.
And i can accept you just as you are at the very moment, i dont even have to understand your reasons.
I guess if i knew them i would understand.

And now i can allow the love in me to be present a little bit more easily.

Thank you for giving me the opportunity to realize this!