When does choosing love at every instant become easy and obvious?

[Agua del Cielo]

Considering point 4) of your post, i could offer a lot regarding this, but i just realize i already did (as well as many others) in your other thread.
Probably it wasntreally usefulfor you, so i'll justphrase it very short:
The lowervibration desire wouldbe, in my opinion and frequent experience, a counterreaction of your system to your intensified practice and the higherstates you experienced.
These would be the portions of yourself you dont know yet.
I will gladly expand onthat, if your interested

That would be a good example of how important it is to know oneself, to know about the "hidden agenda".

A while after i posted, i realized, that i was sad, a little frustrated and felt "irrelevant" because i tried to offer much help in a couple post as well as pms and you didnt respond or relate to it.
It came clearer when I realized you ask the same question I took a lot of time answering in the other thread.
whatever your reason were, the mentioned feelings arose in me and i didnt speak out honestly.

so, on one level I offered my "service" on a deeper level (at least that later portion of my post) it was actually a complaint.
This would then be the energy transferred basically.
You probably felt this.

Further, by not offering my "truth" you didnt have the opportunity to respond to my emotional reaction. If i had offered the truth of my feelings who knows what would have happened?
It would surely have been an opportunity to gain insight and to grow.
Since we probably share a an "emotional issue" here.

so here comes the more honest version:

I am a little bit sad, you didnt respond to my pm, where i offered a lot of information you asked for.
I understand to a degree, since you explained it, still there was some sadness.

i feel a bit "irrelevant" and my answer to that question in the other thread appears to be useless for you, since you asked the same question again.

these are clearly my issues and there is no more complaint attached, but I felt it would be good to share my feelings honestly, also in order to "give" an example for what i meant in the rest of my post above.
btw, i´m having this "issue" quite regularly on the forum (i guess most of us do), so, please dont take it personal