When does choosing love at every instant become easy and obvious?

[flofrog]

For me, i was lucky enough to have an exquisite mum, everyone loved her, she was often sick and would stay so kind despite, I thought it was unattainable and as a kid thought I would just be bland but never really kind. Then when I was 20 I read some lines from a buddhist book and Bam ! I was hooked, so then it was a constant trip how to feel really kind, and stay this way. then one day you realize it makes you so happy to just enjoy ups and downs . So yes

When you embrace the difficulties of life and cherish them.

so true, so true then, and then you can enjoy the free things like trees, sit in the sun and it feels so deep. the small things
I discovered Ra only like two months ago, and just fell for him and all of it.