When does choosing love at every instant become easy and obvious?

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For me it took, I intellectually assumed, ~22 days of daily conditioning through consciously applied performance of emotional, mental, verbal, and physical reinforcements towards the choice of providing love that continually repeats over and over.

That also meant 22 days in a row I would have to meditate, but truthfully back then I still somehow managed with 2 or 3 meditations a week, I just don't recommend it after how things turned out for me...Do et daily.  A good 20+ minutes to an hour or more if you got the time and want to spend it towards yourself.

The results are exponential when consistency appears in your patterns though, so occasionally...Give yourself a juicy fresh meal that is totally not healthy.  Let your tastebuds thank me for you
Cause like sometimes saying no is the 'right' thing to do for yourself at times.  You just gotta discover when.

...Finally, some things might occur.

'Enlightenment', as I now call portions of the experience.
'Seeing With New Eyes', might result from this.
'Love in the Moment', might suddenly become physically perceived by the body.
'Bliss', might result.  Welcome to what it feels like to be 4D.

At least, from my experience that's how things sorta went in short.

I feel I should also point out. If you are of a mind like mine, you might find that the concern becomes how to constantly feel and apply love when you desire to do so without it being for the selfish reason of wanting to be harvested (to get out of 3D!)

To this I can only think to suggest that you focus on something you truly deeply love, for me it was my son...  And you can apply this conscientiously produced sensation to the current situation to help you be more passionate in your desire to be a healer.

But I also think the process and experiences are different and unique for everyone one, so be self observant, document the experience to relive as you read it over again one day in the maybe distant future.  I suggest writing, maybe with a pen and notebook

I personally suggest 5 star little fat notebooks (or however the thick but small ones are called...I'm left handed so I needed the surface area lol.)

And A Blue G2 Pilot Extra Fine Tip Pen

Writing never felt quite as satisfying as scribbling out my thoughts with one of those pen's.  Smoothest most effortless pen I've ever used.

-geeking out over a pen-

I should add, 21 days is what is considered to be the time it takes a person to BOTH make AND break habits.  The road goes both ways. Addictions and obsessions obviously require a longer time sometimes to break or make, so be patient.  You're building a foundation, not the whole structure, within yourself as you choose again and again to be loving.

You build the whole thing up over your life, but right now its just a need for a foundation and some cornerstones of reinforcing what polarity choice you desire to be, again, consistently to a point.  In this case, the foundation might be 'I choose to be of service to others', the cornerstones might be, 'because I want to genuinely make others happy', 'I need to be kind, without my kindness I'm nothing but a shallow shell of myself', 'I want to treat others the way I want to be treated', and on top of that is the distilled experiences and intuitions, learned lessons and wisdoms, the 'structure'.

Its okay to want to get away from suffering, we're designed to do so as humans, to seek the comfort of a choice, whether it is to be comfortably numb in selfishness, or blissfully joyous in love, is our eventual inevitabe outcome.

We literally live again and again, and again, trying to choose this choice over and over, and over, to become closer to something greater, almost royally grand in comparison to mundane life.

Weird how it all turned out, at least to me.  I think its a bit weird.