Personal Experience of "Mind Control"

[Aion]

Well, I mean, I agree with you for the most part, so I understand where you're coming from.

I have learned from other sources that the channeling of Ra isn't as rare as is claimed in the L/L contact and since the practices which the L/L team used were based in the concepts of the source I have a difficult time not seeing certain contradictions. There is always the possibility in my mind that one or the other has been 'duped', but the other possibility is that Ra is perhaps not only accessible on one level, or even in one form. Maybe someone can get a 'different' Ra from another as in a parallel Ra but whom is still just as much and fully Ra in the mind of the universe? However, this could mean that one particular Ra, such as that in the L/L contact IS rare to channel, but that other parallel versions of Ra are also 'rare'? Or, maybe the first sessions weren't entirely Ra and maybe a bit of Carla, Jim and Don too.

I can't really say at this point, I need to do more meditation and research, but as such I am in an interesting position of both believing largely in the genuineness and truth of the L/L material as well as questioning the details of its articulation. It does not 'feel' the same throughout its entirety. I imagine I will be more enlightened once I am able to peruse the transcripts of the other Ra channelings I have heard of.

Also, I don't really have anything against SMC. I see the passion from which she comes but as I said I don't think there is any sense in putting up resistance. Just nod, smile and listen. The silence speaks for itself sometimes.