@Ali Quadir:
Thank you for such detailed reply.. Really got me thinking!
But what exactly do you suggest I do? I mean, all I wish is to help, and if there are any potentials, I wish use them. If at any point I should realize it has no meaning at all... So be it
I have ignored my spiritual side for several years, and it took me a while to get back on the track.
I used to be a musician, and a quite good one actually. But after awakening to the 2012 stuff, I just felt this incredible need to DO something. To HELP. And no matter how I love this music, I left it, simply to catch up spiritually, make up for the lost time, and do what I'm meant to do. If I'm sent here with a purpose, no matter how hard it is for me, I will do it. I mean, what good could I do by being just another underrated musician? So many people are musicians, and yet very few PEOPLE are aware of such things. So it was natural that I chose the path that is currently more needed for this world.
However, I would like to ask you to also check out my wanderer story here on the forum. It might bring you a greater insight on my situation, if you're interested.
About the middle path you're taking, yes, I'm sure you've noticed we think quite alike
And I KNOW what is it like when people WISH to believe, and turn anything spiritual into damn dogmatic religion, and become so attached to it that they can't take anything against it. Not my style at all. I prefer to seeing the things from outside the box, rather then being in it.
The story of the little girl says it all. Very inspirational, to say the least. I've seen that many times. People always searching for a savior, for someone to ease their pain, and ultimately make them feel good. And special, in some cases.
As for the brain fart analogy, I couldn't agree more. But if those brain farts provide me with the ability to better serve others, so be it. At least I did my best, and didn't just let them pass by without even trying.
And if you said some psychics said this has something to do with what they're doing, well then, I might have just found my purpose. If not, again, at least I tried.
Btw, could you try to locate this article you mentioned?
EDIT: forgot to mention... I'm not so sure this is imagined, since I see it BEFORE my eyes, not "in my head", as you would normally imagine things. This perfectly looks like its in front of me.
Dino
Thank you for such detailed reply.. Really got me thinking!
But what exactly do you suggest I do? I mean, all I wish is to help, and if there are any potentials, I wish use them. If at any point I should realize it has no meaning at all... So be it
I have ignored my spiritual side for several years, and it took me a while to get back on the track.
I used to be a musician, and a quite good one actually. But after awakening to the 2012 stuff, I just felt this incredible need to DO something. To HELP. And no matter how I love this music, I left it, simply to catch up spiritually, make up for the lost time, and do what I'm meant to do. If I'm sent here with a purpose, no matter how hard it is for me, I will do it. I mean, what good could I do by being just another underrated musician? So many people are musicians, and yet very few PEOPLE are aware of such things. So it was natural that I chose the path that is currently more needed for this world.
However, I would like to ask you to also check out my wanderer story here on the forum. It might bring you a greater insight on my situation, if you're interested.
About the middle path you're taking, yes, I'm sure you've noticed we think quite alike
And I KNOW what is it like when people WISH to believe, and turn anything spiritual into damn dogmatic religion, and become so attached to it that they can't take anything against it. Not my style at all. I prefer to seeing the things from outside the box, rather then being in it.
The story of the little girl says it all. Very inspirational, to say the least. I've seen that many times. People always searching for a savior, for someone to ease their pain, and ultimately make them feel good. And special, in some cases.
As for the brain fart analogy, I couldn't agree more. But if those brain farts provide me with the ability to better serve others, so be it. At least I did my best, and didn't just let them pass by without even trying.
And if you said some psychics said this has something to do with what they're doing, well then, I might have just found my purpose. If not, again, at least I tried.
Btw, could you try to locate this article you mentioned?
EDIT: forgot to mention... I'm not so sure this is imagined, since I see it BEFORE my eyes, not "in my head", as you would normally imagine things. This perfectly looks like its in front of me.
Dino