02-02-2017, 01:10 AM
(12-26-2016, 05:31 PM)Aion Wrote: I have definitely got some nasty, downright evil identities, as well as near saint-like ones. The many selves I have seen myself as has covered a huge spectrum, from the top to bottom. Now it seems I am working on a balance between all the many temperaments, refining them all in to a new expression of my own being. The Alchemy of the Soul, and to remember is to learn and discover the ingredients and processes of this alchemy.
Were the evil incarnations near or far from the saint-like ones? In terms of earth time, if applicable. I'm wondering because is it conceivable that a saint incarnation would manifest directly after an evil one? or vice versa? Or do these opposite ends of the polarity spectrum exist in parallel realities? I may be thinking about this way too linearly.
How did/do you deal with accepting the downright evil identities?
Also, how do you view the saint identities as part of yourself? Why are you incarnating again assuming a) you are not currently a saint and b) those saint incarnations were positive enough to break you free from third density? (meaning how could you have been a saint 'then' and not be a saint 'now?')
I sense deep misunderstanding on my part, feel free to systematically dismantle my world views.