"Flicking a switch" / negative?

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I've had episodes of that and can still have. I called it depersonalization when I first researched the phenomenon but now I'd call it really just a moment of heightened awareness unbound from lower ray distortions.

This phenomenon then lead me to research the Gnosis state which ended up leading me to this place. You could equate this state as relating to the magical personality.

Your life becomes like the movie of your life.

I'm not sure you and I are talking about the same thing. That sounds like a change in awareness as you said. Or maybe it is exactly what's happening and I just don't understand it yet.

I had trouble explaining it but to be clear. Wouldn't depersonalization mean your heart can beshut off across the board? Like you leave your ego?

These people were just picking and choosing who they would shut their heart off too rather than feel their true feelings. Their heart stayed open to others. Like what served their purpose was to cut people out of their heart so they did and were able to go on like they never had cared. Like the next day nothing had happened everything normal.

I had to remove myself from some family issues a long time ago but I still loved them and it took a while to mourn their loss. These people just went on with some relationships leaving a few of their closest behind without skippin a beat.

Can depersonalization be only about a few? Or is that more depersonalization of the ones you stop caring about. Depersonalize yourself vs depersonalize them?

Ps I had a hunch you'd reply, and I thank you. I respect your opinion quite a bit and see your perspective clearly so often, I figured you and I might see this from different perspective, which is a great way for me to learn. Thanks