Loving someone more than you love yourself

[Glow]

Now heretoday-
I've processed for the last 60 hours solid and if you want to compare notes privately I will.
Seems this was all to heal a wound, years all for one wound to heal, and it couldn't have been anyone else because this person showed me the creator, biggest love of my life (thus far)so only he could destroy me, at least j thought he could. I realized today though his actions can't hurt me, they don't reflect my worth because he never looked deep enough at me to even see me. He only looked at himself. I just took it back that power, and found the balance between unconditional love for both of us.

Blank slate starting new, I will get to know the real him as he figures out who he is under the lies because he says he is all lies, even to himself so how could I now him if he doesn't.
Our only expectation is on truth.
Seems he closed his eyes toward me years ago covered my image in lies. He can get to know the real me if he wants, no expectations from either of us about how close we will be or how much of a part we will play in each other's life, but unconditional love remains, now it's a two way relationship. Just like how I'm supposed to love my self and him, not just him, or him more. We are all one but if he can't play nice that's his choice he can fight for us beside me or against me. If he chooses against I'm happy now, healed and ready to walk away from what was an illusion.

I hope you too found some clarity today. I'm happy to talk private if you need to find the wound and haven't yet

Bring4th work your magic!