Beating psychotronic weapons

[Jade]

I dunno. Stab out a man's eyes and lead him to the biggest library in the world, cut out a man's tongue and take him to an all-you-can-eat buffet - is it really so perfect?

Welcome to third density!

It is perfect, in its own way. I don't know if this will help you at all but it seems you may need a reminder that YOU are the Creator, that you are not beholden to any other entities - and the more you think you are, the more you reinforce that you are. Our thoughts create our reality which is why it's so important to learn how to create our own thoughts - if an entity is trying to get us overcome with hatred, we can find that love within ourselves, deep down, and bring it to light. Of course this is NOT as easy as it sounds and takes a LOT of practice, but it's better than feeling helpless and at the mercy of other beings who want to enslave you.

If you want to be/feel free, I don't think polarizing STS will get you there, not for a long time. There is always a hierarchy and the one at the top gets the lion's share of the power. STO allows freedom for all, in fact it's inherent in positive densities past ours. The spiritual power is of the group, and to share. This is not so on the negative path.

The main thing I believe you need to do is finally make the choice. Do you want to learn how to bid the negative entites that are bidding you, and to be in a constant war of the wills? Or do you want to learn how to dissolve hatred and barriers and move to the heart of being, of unity, of acceptance and Oneness? You can choose not to decide but then you are unpolarized but magically aware, which is basically a hay day for negative entities to exploit. Somewhere, you need to find that impetus inside that says that your choices are valid and able to be manifested. Because as long as you believe otherwise, you will keep manifesting the reality that you are enslaved.

Ra says forgiveness stops the wheel of karma. This is a profoundly magical act. If you can begin to cultivate forgiveness, likely for the self first, then you can stop receiving these "punishments". Sorry if that seems full of New Agey self blame, but really what it involves is realizing the power of our own Creatorhood and the "truth" that we are nothing but that which we believe we are.

You are the bird in the cage. Your will is what opens the cage. You have to learn to do this yourself. This is third density. But if you decide to take the right hand path, you will always have help on the journey.