Beating psychotronic weapons

[Agua del Cielo]

Dear Mahakali,
I've read this post over and over, not sure if i should contribute.

Two factors would keep me away
- you seem to be in a state of hate and agressiveness quite often, i get the impression the pain is hard to take und you just direct your agression all too willingly to the next best person that would step in. This might help you in temporarily relieving a portion of that pain, but would not be a real helpful solution for you. And i dont really want to be a target for it.
- i have no experience and knowledge of the kind af attacks you speak of, so i might not be helpful at all.

Two things that would make me offer my perspective
- i had my fair share of hate, pain and agression in this life, as well as my share pf psychic attacks, so maybe i could share my experience
- i can deeply relate to your suffering and the state you are in.
I am feeling a lot of compassion, and even if there is the slightest chance it might help you, i ll just give it a try:

I was dealing with some heavy psychic attacks the past couple of weeks, at least this is what i think.
I found, i cannot even be sure, if its just my old pain surfacing, or if some entitiy would cause this ( probably not) or rahter enforce what was already there (more likely).
I found, thebest thing i could do was work on those issues as if they were purely my own, seeing what will happen, when my part of the issues would be resolved. Because ultimately i can only work on myself.
I found this to be a good solution, since i came to the root of my problem or pain. This would dissolve to a certain degree and i came to a state of deep love and understanding. I was then flooded with love for the (possible) entity that was (or maybe not) attacking me. Very soon after this the pain stopped.

With that i want to say, i do not know how much of the suffering you undergo comes from yourself and how much has an external sorce.
But you could "work" on your part at least and see what happens.

I get the impression (from reading various of your posts) that you seem to be quite undecided which route to take.
Sometimes you ask for help and healing, sometimes you seem to be pretty comfortable with pain and the "dark side".

Please forgive when i put it in maybe harsh words:
If you want to heal, there has to be a devission first. The decision for healing and the decision for taking responsability.
Without that decision, one would constantly fluctuate between two directions, making no progress in neither one.

Surely this would not be an easy task to accomplish, but i am absolutely convinced that your overall emotional state would improve even within weeks, given to take this route for longer you would not recognize after a year.
Within this forum im sure you will find many many helpful hands and hearts, and the longer you take this route, you would find more aand more helpful people surrounding you in real life.

I am curious if any of this resonates within you or if its just utter bulls*** to you

I wish you all the best, mahakali.
And let me know, in case you have any use for "my kind of help"