Beating psychotronic weapons

[Ashim]

Back in 2011 I was smoking synthetic weed.
I took a hit and waited for the buzz.
Just before I blacked out, I felt like something grabbed me from behind my chair around my neck and pull me backwards.
I woke up on the ground next to my chair.
When I went to the bathroom, I had a serrated cut on my upper forehead that was not only dry but had an elastic textured scab that peeled off without causing bleeding or any kind of pain.

I've been feeling like they've been ramping up their efforts lately.
I talk about some of this s*** in this thread: http://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=13507

It's good to know I'm not the only one feeling like this...well...not good that it's happening but that I'm not alone in the conclusions I've come to.

Synthetic weed is one of the worst threats to public health.

I used many of the various compounds during a period of 4 years, starting with JWH-018, the original "spice" and moving on throughout the different mutations in order to avoid legal problems in my country. I probably used more than 20 types of synthetic cannabinoid, some with good positive effect (regarding the ability to channel), others with near fatal results, almost causing heart failure. There were some compounds that definitely had more affinity to the negative polarity. The last time I used resulted in the aforementioned black hole experience. That was about one year ago.

I found that a pedantic attitude towards spiritual cleansing and ritual was of great importance regarding safety,but would never advise anyone, regardless of drug related experience, to experiment with these highly dangerous and addictive substances.

I have struggled with health issues since, along with cluster headaches that I have suffered from for over 20 years. After being hospitalised last year and being officially diagnosed by a neurologist, I discovered a vitamin regime recommended by fellow sufferers that includes very high dosage of vitamin D3. I have taken this every day for the last 11 months with zero headaches. I am also of the opinion that the continued use of the cannabinoids and intense channelling I undertook had in some way altered neural pathways. Even a year after the last use I still felt addicted and had they been available here in the UK I probably would have been tempted to continue. Recently I have started taking 5-Hydroxytryptophan (5-HTP) as a suppliment which has had an almost immediate positive effect on my mood and general well being, probably due to my depleted serotonin from the chems.


My experience has certainly been one of 'blowing open' the upper chakras with brute chemical force. Bringing the lower centers into harmony is still on going but progressing well.


The Council of Saturn have a strict "no drugs" policy for their instruments!

I suppose I might be technically of the negative polarity, depending on how its defined, preferring service to self - which doesn't preclude helping/caring about others or using my heart chakra, but does mean that I generally prefer to separate from and establish control over the seemingly external illusion. (According to the FAQ, I'm the first here?) I operate through my own ego, although I have a lot of personal differences from STS types referenced in the Ra material.

Learning and becoming adept does involve the integration of darkness. Going to dark places, owning dark thoughts and understanding the power of being 'separate' does not however define you. Many of my own personal actions in the past would be viewed as strongly STS by any rational person, such as theft, deception and issuing multiple death threats to individuals. These things do not define me, nor do they serve to alter my core vibration. They are lessons in the learning curve that function as a mirror, on later reflection, to remind me of that that I am not.