10-25-2016, 03:38 PM
(10-25-2016, 02:54 PM)Bring4th_Jade Wrote: Minyatur, no offense, I know you probably put a lot of thought and love into your post, but it's really difficult for me to continue to reply when my posts get chewed up and each sentence has its own counterpoint. I wish I had the time and energy to continue this discussion further and maybe even resolve it, but I see that this is something that needs to happen in the future yet. We are still quite far from a place of reaching true understanding of each other. I feel I have belabored my points and if you feel that my desire to do that has manifested more separation and control, well I suppose that is your means of receiving this catalyst. I appreciate all of your thoughts and all that they have contributed to my own personal resolution of truth.
I already shared I think there is purpose in multiple responses and points of views being offered, and I find any on-going discussion to be an hint that something fruitful is happening. Are we not mirrors upon each other? Why are we putting so much energy into this? Beyond illusions, what is the meaning of this perfect moment?
You offer that which you feel is needed and I offer that which I feel is needed, why couldn't both be required and be made more useful only alongside?
I also never said you aim at separation and control, nor energizes this thread with those. While I was replying to you, I was not discussing your being and if we were then I'd have different things to say than what I said. Speaking specifically of you, I'd tell you to re-read anagogy's description of what love is and is not to him and that it portrays very well how I feel about it and is what I believe the contrast of dissonance to be in-between us in the perception of others and how we can desire to serve.
The words I put into this forum are given without attachment to the outcome. Even if people reject my words, maybe they will remain in one's unconscious and maybe they will re-surface one day to help them break a cycle of sorrow they have been stuck within, without even remembering that thought initially had come from me. I share that which I feel called to share, I don't need recognition nor acceptance, I simply need to feel right about it and place my faith that the drive that leads me to write has purpose and will do the work I can't foresee needs to be done through it.