10-25-2016, 09:49 AM
(09-28-2016, 03:39 PM)Riveroflight Wrote: I just wanted to say I read every one's replies. Beautifully written, to all. I agree strongly with all that has been said. Sometimes one just needs a reminder and some hope. My life has been flipped upside down recently by an array of spiritual intervention events.
I often times feel very alone in the world not having many to relate to. Mostly, my astral traveling and out of body experiences have really thrown me for a loop the last three-four years of my life. I've been contacted by beings many times, have traveled to the rings of Saturn and attempted to enter their doors (but with no success), and also have been to the illuminated glowing blue lodges of Sirius (while awake actually, this was a vision that happened while I was holding some one). These are just brief examples. None of these places I have traveled to, had I been educated on or had read about previously. Also, many of the things Jim describes seeing while in deep meditation in the fifth book of the Ra material, I have also experienced. And, many of the common experiences he and Carla describes having as children, such as being visited by a ball of light as one example, has happened to me too. Another example, is the finding of myself amongst the illuminated, florescent, living blue waters. I find myself there often in travels. It was only months to years later that I read about these locations only to find they were real.. It sort of defies human logic, and so, I suppose I now have 'faith' in these things. But holding onto that faith while dealing with the struggles of basic survival is proving to be near impossible. I've had so much exposure to these things from visions that it has almost made me incapable of happiness because there is no one to share it with. You'd think it would be the opposite, that having a consciousness that is constantly leaving its body would be a fun thing. But when you know no one else who experiences visions such as I do, what do you do?
Thanks again for the thoughtful and kind replies. I'm going to hit the ocean now, at least I'm lucky enough to have this amazing body of raw energy right outside my window. Love to all..
you're contradicting yourself.
here we are. doing the same thing as you, and yet you say you have been alone. Yet I say to you that it is we that must seek each other out, maybe not necessarily me, but what I mean is I've been told we need to find our tribe. It seems so simple though, find people who are alike, and how rare it is to see someone do the full work of even getting out of body. I've spent hours engaging in topics like this with people that literally had no interest, all it did was make me look . I used to think I could go to a spiritual store or even a fair. The situation I find myself in is knowing more than the other people around me, and it's very alienating. This place is the only place I can come to that is like stepping back to the zone of my tribe for some reason. I feel it in my core. We need to be ther
e for each other, thats the best solution I could come up with. So far in this current space time.
I suppose i felt alone last weekend, I was thinking that I needed to make an effort to get up on here and post from my heart. I didn't have the energy to do so a couple of days ago, now I do. Maybe because the energy has been surging lately.
http://sosrff.tsu.ru/?page_id=7
I'm floating through a stage where I feel like most people I meet are selfish beyond any measure, but they don't even know that they are being that way. Sometimes I think society is geared to manipulate the best intentions, and then make them all horrible actions.
Have you ever seen the movie Defending Your Life?
one of my favorite movies.
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