10-17-2016, 02:24 PM
Hi Mahakali, I'm just gonna go out on a limb here.
Four months ago, I started in a position that quickly "went south", after I realized the guy was consulting with 4th/5th density negative entities.
He told me that he has entities on his shoulders that he consults and they consult their "bosses".
I spent 4 months dealing with lies and behavior that made it hard to find perspective and forgiveness. He'd even stop me going for lunch using lies, then reprimand me in front of the CEO for leaving early, to try to get me to leave a job I was voluntarily doing. A job that I see as my means of helping everyone through, gifted by the all, so I tried to forgive, forgive and forgive some more.
I wrote a letter to the CEO, explaining my situation but they basically sidestepped the issue.
I couldn't leave as I knew I was supposed to be achieving a mission but staying was stressful as f***.
When I finally got to sit down with him and the CEO (as well as other members of management who weren't privy to the letter as the corruption is widespread), not only did I get told that I would have to still report to him, none of his bad behavior got addressed by anyone until I had to bring it up out of pure disbelief at the obviously intentional oversight.
Then the dude sat there and told me I was hard to work with and wrote a letter requesting the dissolution of my contract.
I spent three weeks writing and rewriting a new letter. One in which I would reveal the true extent of his lies. A letter that would ruin him, when sent to the board members.
The more I sat there though, thinking about balance and what would be the best course of action to get justice, the more I realized I don't have a fucking clue about exactly that would be. How do I know what the all has in store for him, or me? Is my need to control the situation, creating the very conditions I'm seeking to avoid?
So I stopped. I realized he's going through a spiritual problem and if we're all one, maybe I should let go n forgive him. I have had - and continue to have -attacks day in and day out...who am I to judge because I can identify the source of the problem?
On Friday last week, I decided to stop trying to make reality bend to my will. I started to believe that the most powerful manifestational power, comes from realizing that the All wants the same thing we REALLY want, we just don't know it yet...the truth is that anything less, is merely another attempt at trying to do what takes no doing, when given the context of faster reconstruction of self as one.
On Monday, the CEO asked me to put together some quotes for a new studio that I'll be running as my own portfolio. It will be situated in a place where I have no contact with the person in question and we've just been approved funding for courses to help youth through music programs.
My suggestion is to try to see that all illusion of separation dissolves, when you stop placing expectations on outcomes that are based on misconceptions, themselves.
Its like the more you think you know, the less you're allowing through from the part of you that REALLY knows.
Four months ago, I started in a position that quickly "went south", after I realized the guy was consulting with 4th/5th density negative entities.
He told me that he has entities on his shoulders that he consults and they consult their "bosses".
I spent 4 months dealing with lies and behavior that made it hard to find perspective and forgiveness. He'd even stop me going for lunch using lies, then reprimand me in front of the CEO for leaving early, to try to get me to leave a job I was voluntarily doing. A job that I see as my means of helping everyone through, gifted by the all, so I tried to forgive, forgive and forgive some more.
I wrote a letter to the CEO, explaining my situation but they basically sidestepped the issue.
I couldn't leave as I knew I was supposed to be achieving a mission but staying was stressful as f***.
When I finally got to sit down with him and the CEO (as well as other members of management who weren't privy to the letter as the corruption is widespread), not only did I get told that I would have to still report to him, none of his bad behavior got addressed by anyone until I had to bring it up out of pure disbelief at the obviously intentional oversight.
Then the dude sat there and told me I was hard to work with and wrote a letter requesting the dissolution of my contract.
I spent three weeks writing and rewriting a new letter. One in which I would reveal the true extent of his lies. A letter that would ruin him, when sent to the board members.
The more I sat there though, thinking about balance and what would be the best course of action to get justice, the more I realized I don't have a fucking clue about exactly that would be. How do I know what the all has in store for him, or me? Is my need to control the situation, creating the very conditions I'm seeking to avoid?
So I stopped. I realized he's going through a spiritual problem and if we're all one, maybe I should let go n forgive him. I have had - and continue to have -attacks day in and day out...who am I to judge because I can identify the source of the problem?
On Friday last week, I decided to stop trying to make reality bend to my will. I started to believe that the most powerful manifestational power, comes from realizing that the All wants the same thing we REALLY want, we just don't know it yet...the truth is that anything less, is merely another attempt at trying to do what takes no doing, when given the context of faster reconstruction of self as one.
On Monday, the CEO asked me to put together some quotes for a new studio that I'll be running as my own portfolio. It will be situated in a place where I have no contact with the person in question and we've just been approved funding for courses to help youth through music programs.
My suggestion is to try to see that all illusion of separation dissolves, when you stop placing expectations on outcomes that are based on misconceptions, themselves.
Its like the more you think you know, the less you're allowing through from the part of you that REALLY knows.
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