10-02-2016, 12:43 AM
Forgive me if this is the wrong place for this, but does Ra ever state what happens to 2D entities after death? What happens to pets who were extremely intelligent and filled with love AND received tremendous love in return every day. No, I am not talking about being incarnated as a bottom basement level human. I mean, did Ra ever say where such animals go immediately after death?
My dog Chandler of 9 years is gone. The Vet found a cancerous tumor the side of a melon on the spleen that was pushing against the other organs. We could not get Chandler to eat or drink for 2 days, so he was becoming dehydrated. The options would have meant pain and misery for him only to extend his life perhaps 6 months or less. So we decided to let him go before he became totally dehydrated and starving. Plus the doctor feared that the tumor could burst at any moment within him which would be a horrible experience for him to go through. So we let him go. I was with him.
Wes is deeply emotional, so I had to postpone my grief to deal with his hysterics. Having worked with a hospice as a volunteer for years, I have learned to stay relatively calm when circumstances demand it, putting my emotion on the back burner for when I can let lose.
We both did at home since reminders of Chandler are everywhere. I comfort Wes and he comforts me. But I wish there was someone here to comfort both of us. But we've never had that.
I am in fear of hyperventilating right now, and fainting. I know I have to dial it down. I took a Clonazepam pill for anxiety. I don't know if a glass of wine is a good or bad idea. I need to just breath deeply in and out. Plus, I worry about Wes because he has Parkinsons' Disease, and cannot afford to let his body become unbalanced. So I have been reminding him to dial it back for the sake of his body. He is lying down. When I am anxious or blue, I become very cold. So I am wearing 2 coats right now and my feet are freezing. It is probably around 80 degrees outside.
I wish some of you truly kind folks were closer by. Thank you for letting me share this. Chandler slept next to me every night. Tonight is going to be very hard.
My dog Chandler of 9 years is gone. The Vet found a cancerous tumor the side of a melon on the spleen that was pushing against the other organs. We could not get Chandler to eat or drink for 2 days, so he was becoming dehydrated. The options would have meant pain and misery for him only to extend his life perhaps 6 months or less. So we decided to let him go before he became totally dehydrated and starving. Plus the doctor feared that the tumor could burst at any moment within him which would be a horrible experience for him to go through. So we let him go. I was with him.
Wes is deeply emotional, so I had to postpone my grief to deal with his hysterics. Having worked with a hospice as a volunteer for years, I have learned to stay relatively calm when circumstances demand it, putting my emotion on the back burner for when I can let lose.
We both did at home since reminders of Chandler are everywhere. I comfort Wes and he comforts me. But I wish there was someone here to comfort both of us. But we've never had that.
I am in fear of hyperventilating right now, and fainting. I know I have to dial it down. I took a Clonazepam pill for anxiety. I don't know if a glass of wine is a good or bad idea. I need to just breath deeply in and out. Plus, I worry about Wes because he has Parkinsons' Disease, and cannot afford to let his body become unbalanced. So I have been reminding him to dial it back for the sake of his body. He is lying down. When I am anxious or blue, I become very cold. So I am wearing 2 coats right now and my feet are freezing. It is probably around 80 degrees outside.
I wish some of you truly kind folks were closer by. Thank you for letting me share this. Chandler slept next to me every night. Tonight is going to be very hard.
![[+]](https://www.bring4th.org/forums/images/collapse_collapsed.png)