09-21-2016, 10:00 AM
I'm usually very disrespectful with anyone I could call a true friend, often try to piss them off and make them lose their mind which I consider a form of art of itself and I am either silent or respectful with anyone I am not so much close with.
Socially I feel no responsability whatsoever, I really don't care whether people talk or not to me so I don't seek in any way to talk to new people or make connections with them. The people I talk with are usually the ones drawn to me and it always end up that they're people I feel open to talk with whereas I often get a form of blockage with most people where my mind is just blank in their presence and I enter an observer/listener state with nothing to say for myself. I still haven't fully distilled this "blockage".
Socially I feel no responsability whatsoever, I really don't care whether people talk or not to me so I don't seek in any way to talk to new people or make connections with them. The people I talk with are usually the ones drawn to me and it always end up that they're people I feel open to talk with whereas I often get a form of blockage with most people where my mind is just blank in their presence and I enter an observer/listener state with nothing to say for myself. I still haven't fully distilled this "blockage".