what is the relationship between preincarnative planning and present actions?

[sjel]

They say that if you desire God more than anything, more than eating or sleeping or living, and have total faith, and allow attachments to everything else to simply fall away, God will come to you.

I'm also grateful for that post, anagogy. Inspiring stuff.

thanks, Mahakali. Also, again thanks for your wisdom anagogy. i think my greyness is from me trying to avoid something. i need to start listening and stop asking for a while. im not going to delete the above post, though, it allows for a visible chronology of my patterns.