what is the relationship between preincarnative planning and present actions?

[Mahakali]

I'M CAUGHT IN A THOUGHT LOOP OF GREY MUNDANITY HELP ME I KNOW IM AN INFINITE BEING OF INFINITE WORTH WHERE IS THAT SENSATION OF PURE JOY THAT I KNOW HIDES BENEATH THIS GREY DUSTY SURFACE OF TEMPORARY ISOLATION HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP STUCK STUCK STUCK STUCK STUCK STUCK

I can relate...

They say that if you desire God more than anything, more than eating or sleeping or living, and have total faith, and allow attachments to everything else to simply fall away, God will come to you.

I'm also grateful for that post, anagogy. Inspiring stuff.