I just made the mistake of trying to channel alone.

[Infinite Unity]

I was talking to my brother one night abnout the LOO, and I began to choke, and I wasnt eating or drinking anything. Then all the sudden I realized I was being attacked. I had to force the entity off of me. Since that night, I no longer start spiritual conversations. I believe I somehow stepped passed the boundaries of free will(?), and this opened up the window for that negative.

and you see no karma upon you by such a belief you yourself created? the only thing I know for certain about negative entities is how clever they are to make you assume you are of evil relation/karma.

No I do not, I see it as were I've been. I know there are no mistakes, only learning experiences. I have no karma to play out here from there. I have already done that. This for me is changing my polarities, and helping as many people I can along my way through this part of the universe. Karma in my opinion can in a moment be absolved. It is a learning tool, not judgement. I see no evil in the universe. I see one being with many faces. or facets. Being in 4th density negative was not exactly my choice. Many things go on in the universe. You make contracts, some are almost unto gambling. Sometimes you lose. Sometimes you get to visit negative space/time.