I went to see a Horror movie 2 days ago and when the movie was starting I was thinking about how people are drawn to such things because of what it makes them feel, much alike how children get a certain thrill from fear which makes them seek it while they also dislike it. Then I thought from the perspective of an infinite being, lifetimes are pretty much like living a story, you're the character and live the scenario in the same manner a character in a movie seems to take itself seriously in what happens. So some souls could definitely have sought to feel the thrill of fleeing a murderer or of getting killed or even being led to kill another, this is done through a conscious or unconscious disincarnate focus (from the unveiled self or the Higher Self). All emotions are emotions of Love and as such contain a thrill/beauty/greatness in their exploration. I also believe on some level there are probably more willing to experience negative catalyst projected to them, than there are who are well with offering it. There's also the perspective that as infinite beings we always come to heal, so any negative state can only ever be a temporary exploration that adds to what we are.
On some level we truly are actors that others project, each of us is an answer to a need within others, so if you're in a certain state that makes you offer a negative catalyst, then you're really playing the role this other consciousness projects for you to play (interconnection/unity). There is no one nor anything that is not an infinite being nor Intelligent Infinity. The ways of the Octave work that lower consciousness is there to allow itself to be molded by higher consciousness (each thing takes it's turn and move up) and this allows to experience the infinite cause and effect of beingness as One, those who experienced the Light without awareness of the Dark saw a limit to their experience and sought to offer to those who would follow after them the ability to experience otherwise, this is the root of all darkness yet is literally just positive intent. They wanted us to know passion in greater ways, have more vivid experiences of what Love truly is because this is what they thought their experience lacked. We, who grow in awareness of Light and Dark also offer our distillment of what it meant to be ourselves so that others may grow as their own thing also, each always within it's free will of what it desires to be. Just like how Ra said those who experienced a lack of free will in their experience had the free will to experience this lack of free will, we are those who had the free will to grow in Love with awareness of both the STO and STS facets of this Love. Even if you never go in a negative density in your movement through the Octave, you are still of those who had the free will to observe it's existence.
So ultimately, those of the STS path are either consciously or unconsciously an answer to a need in others, just like you ever are yourself.
On some level we truly are actors that others project, each of us is an answer to a need within others, so if you're in a certain state that makes you offer a negative catalyst, then you're really playing the role this other consciousness projects for you to play (interconnection/unity). There is no one nor anything that is not an infinite being nor Intelligent Infinity. The ways of the Octave work that lower consciousness is there to allow itself to be molded by higher consciousness (each thing takes it's turn and move up) and this allows to experience the infinite cause and effect of beingness as One, those who experienced the Light without awareness of the Dark saw a limit to their experience and sought to offer to those who would follow after them the ability to experience otherwise, this is the root of all darkness yet is literally just positive intent. They wanted us to know passion in greater ways, have more vivid experiences of what Love truly is because this is what they thought their experience lacked. We, who grow in awareness of Light and Dark also offer our distillment of what it meant to be ourselves so that others may grow as their own thing also, each always within it's free will of what it desires to be. Just like how Ra said those who experienced a lack of free will in their experience had the free will to experience this lack of free will, we are those who had the free will to grow in Love with awareness of both the STO and STS facets of this Love. Even if you never go in a negative density in your movement through the Octave, you are still of those who had the free will to observe it's existence.
So ultimately, those of the STS path are either consciously or unconsciously an answer to a need in others, just like you ever are yourself.