08-26-2016, 09:02 PM
(08-26-2016, 06:20 PM)im_not_me Wrote: I have bipolar disorder and schizophrenia and right now things are getting intense. Im always angry and pissed off at my two sisters and their kids i live with. I dont like it and i cant help it, i want to love them but i cant. I know im a good person its just something in the way.Hi I.N.M, sounds tough dude, I wouldn't dare advise you to drop your meds, but I known a few people on seroquel and it's not very nice. I don't think it's to help problem it seems to just numb you and leaves you so drained you can't function. Maybe you can ask your doc to modify them for you. Prosac can give you suicide tendencies as well.
Further one of my medications - seroquel causes extreme drowsiness and is sometimes used as a sleeping pill in low doses. But im prescribed it for my mentality, and i take obsurd high doses to mask my violent / psychotic tendencies. My family doesnt understand and refuses to do their own research and label me lazy for sleeping around ten hrs a day avg and being on disability. In fact, i just got physical with a sister because she said all i do is sleep all day and was outside my room, in living room talking about me negatively with her daughter. I was doing my best to ignore it but something took over and i started screaming nonsense about how i cant help it and whatnot at them and my sister tried punching me a few times because i was so angry and i pushed her really hard away and she fell down, but not badly. Now im sitting her verge of tears and dont know what to do. ..ive been suicidal for a long time and just want it now more than ever. I need my brother and sisters of sorrows help
My love and thoughts go out you.
WanderingOZ