Techniques for alternate realities, parallel dimensions/timelines, time travel, etc.

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Might I point out that you have both said that you desire and find appealing a certain negativity and separation, while at the same time expressing a desire to move away from negativity?

I agree with OZ, until you really address the deep pain in your heart I think you're going to have a hard time moving to where you want to go.

See, this is my whole problem with Ra's definition of "negativity". He generally seems to mean that a limitation-based slave system, service of one's own desires, sucking/devouring instead of radiance, and lack of free will are all inseparable.

I want to be alone in my own little timeline manifesting what I want to manifest. I don't want to stay here. I like the idea of sharing and radiating my own light, but the places I want to explore might not be for everyone... a little Dark.

Some of us like the crazier stuff.

Are you under a psychic attack as of now?

Every day. Gets worse get I go to bed. They assault me constantly during daylight hours; a constant buzzing of sick vibrationsthroughout my entire body, chakra damage, constant negative thoughts and emotions, lack of control over mind and emotion, drifting into what can only be described as a Hell dimension.

But, at night... last night I woke up fast and hard when the entities invaded my dreams and the sick vibrations started going all throughout my body and taking over.  Fought hard.

Parts of my body are being taken over so that I no longer have control over them, though I can also fight my way back out. Can't let them take control completely.

Fifth density is what you are interested in, but that won't help you now because you have to make your way out of third density first. To do that requires polarization.

However, interacting with you, I do not believe you desire 'negativity' in the sense that Ra uses it and I note that you say you may explore places that are 'dark', but never make any mention of a desire to limit the abilities of others (obviously it would be preferable to not be interfered with.) I would even offer that it may be possible to find a reconciliation between the darkness that intrigues you and the need for polarization. As someone who has done an immense amount of 'shadow work', I can definitely identify with your plight. I may not seem so, but I have experienced a Hell or two of my own.

Rather, focusing on your desire for all to have equal freedoms, for each to have the the same openness and comfort of experience is, I believe, quite an 'STO' intention even though it may seem you are moreso focused on just your own 'salvation' at the moment, that is only the beginning I think. In Buddhism there are even three different paths - Hinayana, enlightenment for yourself - Mahayana, enlightenment for all and then Vajrayana, the adept school. So, do not feel that because you strive for yourself first that your intentions are entirely self oriented. It appears to me that in your desires to 'be alone' you also desire to 'leave others be' and that seems to me to be a desire to respect free will for all.

For your situation, have you tried any ritual techniques such as Banishing or something similar?

I would offer that some of your 'hang ups' as OZ put it are likely anchors for the influences that are afflicting you. They are energizing distortions within your mind in a way to try and create more dissonance. I think they are specifically trying to get you to feel more anger, hatred and negative emotion so that your heart cannot open, because to open the heart ultimately requires forgiveness. They just want you to be more cynical, because then you give them what they want. They don't care what happens to you as long as your heart stays blocked and you are unable to radiate your immense light, and it is indeed immense. I can see your potential there, waiting to emerge.