I would quite like to assist you as entity influence, 'possession', soul retrieval and reconstruction, dealing with demons, etc is somewhat my area of specialty.
However, in the most base form, it appears to me that you have been configured or configured yourself to essentially have no natural protection. Perhaps it is just a function of your willingness to turn to the 'dark strength' as Ra calls the power called by negatives, but it seems to me that by choosing to indulge in the same mental behaviours (hatred, repulsion, desire for control) as other negatives you have essentially made yourself fair game because of what you would be willing to do to others. In otherwords, by following the negative path you are forfeiting the 'natural' protection you might otherwise have, and this is something Ra highlights. (I'll find the quote later.)
Now, this isn't any condemnation or anything, and indeed this can happen without it meaning to, and can even be the result of nasty influences (it can also be completely intentionally chosen). However it came about you appear to be approaching it from the left hand angle and while I do have a grasp of those methods it is not something I am willing to show. (I believe the information would ultimately do more harm than good.)
However, mine is a path of healing and you have explicitly stated you don't seem to have much interest in healing. I would express that to change yourself is to change your reality, but you seem fairly set on who you are and I would not venture to push you any other way. I cannot even guarantee I am correct, simply that my experience has been fairly consistent in this manner. We all have our own experience. I will simply offer the possibility that there are 'many roads to Rome' and having found one path doesn't by any means there aren't others.
Wishing you all the best in your efforts!
However, in the most base form, it appears to me that you have been configured or configured yourself to essentially have no natural protection. Perhaps it is just a function of your willingness to turn to the 'dark strength' as Ra calls the power called by negatives, but it seems to me that by choosing to indulge in the same mental behaviours (hatred, repulsion, desire for control) as other negatives you have essentially made yourself fair game because of what you would be willing to do to others. In otherwords, by following the negative path you are forfeiting the 'natural' protection you might otherwise have, and this is something Ra highlights. (I'll find the quote later.)
Now, this isn't any condemnation or anything, and indeed this can happen without it meaning to, and can even be the result of nasty influences (it can also be completely intentionally chosen). However it came about you appear to be approaching it from the left hand angle and while I do have a grasp of those methods it is not something I am willing to show. (I believe the information would ultimately do more harm than good.)
However, mine is a path of healing and you have explicitly stated you don't seem to have much interest in healing. I would express that to change yourself is to change your reality, but you seem fairly set on who you are and I would not venture to push you any other way. I cannot even guarantee I am correct, simply that my experience has been fairly consistent in this manner. We all have our own experience. I will simply offer the possibility that there are 'many roads to Rome' and having found one path doesn't by any means there aren't others.
Wishing you all the best in your efforts!
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