3rd density DNA connections and the higher bodies

[Mahakali]

I both respect and understand that, but is it your true vibrational nature or is it possible you are/were influenced by negative entities?

A little bit of both, I think. The whining, crying, begging-for-help part of me was implanted in an early visit to a mental institution in an attempt to curb my anti-social behavior, which was prevalent at a young age, but my initial configuration was of a noticeably different vibrational quality than that of negative energies I've been influenced by, and have been manifesting lately.

I've been shat on so much by entities of both supposed polarities that it's hard to tell what's what at this point. The up-side being that if I make it out of this cage, there's quite a massive vibrational library to choose from. Now I understand the meaning of the phrase, "You got schooled."

Part of my problem here is that I've accumulated sssoooooo many curses and damaging thoughtforms over the years. Lots and lots and lots. It all snowballs and synergizes after a while, and it'll be difficult to tell until I've cleared away all that psychic sewage, which just attracts more psychic sewage, and balance myself internally.

I naturally have a strong glamour about me, and a vampire I ran into when I was a teenager put a curse on me to turn it backwards.... hence why I'll look like STO to a lot of STS entities, and STS to a lot of STO's, and I'll usually look like the opposite of what I'm aiming for, causing me to look like easy prey for the wrong people, when, if I was out of this cage, I have a strong enough mind to have killed half of the ones that have attacked me without trying.

That curse has caused a lot of psychic s*** to accumulate on my soul, a lot more than I've ever realized until recently.

I think, yeah, my ultimate goal is to be alone.