What keeps us from intelligent infinity?

[AnthroHeart]

Access to intelligent infinity gives one very significant power, and therefore such access is restricted to entities who have demonstrated their capacity to use that power responsibly, i.e., have attained very significant spiritual progress.  This restriction is not part of the quarantine directly, but is controlled by advanced beings.

I have been told that in third density in particular, given its thick veil, it is difficult to distinguish that which is in one's best interest from that which only appears so (for example, how many of us given the chance would not make our lives easier?  but we may have intentionally placed difficulties, even very significant ones, in our path prior to incarnation in order to learn acceptance and love).  Therefore, having the ability to change ourselves and our lives at will might in fact be very counterproductive.

But I have free will, and I am part of the Creator. Thus, there must be a way around these restrictions. There must be a way to access intelligent infinity despite the attempted blockage, or else STS entities would never be able. And they definitely are. So... where there's a Will, there's a way.

I don't want to bother anybody, or even to interact with other-selves except for sharing information. I'm interested in helping others in pain, because I understand pain.

But I also don't want to bow down to entities that try to keep me from magick when I'm not going to use it to affect any of their s***. I want my own room where I can grow; that's what I want; it;s the only point of human existence, so why should that be denied me?

There must be a way out.

The way out is thoughtlessness. Being present in the here and now.