List of balances

[AnthroHeart]

I find the stuff I obsess over is still behind my closed eyes and can almost think of nothing else. I could use some balance there.
To get to where I can tune into more cosmic stuff rather than "furry" stuff. I like to try contacting my native social memory complex,
but feel I am not balanced enough to do so. My heart is wide open, but the other chakras could use some work.

Why do you think you are obsessed so much over anthros?

Is it something true to your soul, to your essence, or a distortion that was introduced.

It's a natural part of me. I imagine touching their heart a lot and it warms mine.
I just thought it was unnatural for your visions to be what you think about most. They are usually random.

Do you think part of it is because you don't identify with most inhabitants of earth?

You long for those you could relate to better?

As for expecting visions to not be what you think about most I find myself I get tripped up thinking about transient things that I frequently consider through out the day. I think it's just one more barrier to push through.

I guess we have to understand it to balance it.

I love these discussions.
Yeah I long pretty strongly. I've been in tears before because I'm not where I want to be, and with whom I want to be.

I don't identify with large crowds, but I used to tune into the whole world and send my love to it.

I don't know if it's healthy to believe that our fantasies are really happening somewhere else.